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Dear Diary.
Today I made Michael watch Lifetime for 3 hours. No Meredith Baxter, but the girl from ER and Christy was on it.
The List.
Some people, when they are sick, knit or read biographies. I attempt to nap and end up morbidly thinking about death. Today I just thought about things I want to do before I die, like run a 5K, visit NY and Mexico, become fluent in one or more languages, have babies, live in Europe, eat a hamburger (don't kill me Karen), go camping, tell my step-grandfather how much he means to me, get a graduate degree, and a few other things that I won't go into out of good taste. I guess it's important to have goals.
Self-fulfilling prophecy.
I've been all tense ever since I got sick; I have this fear that I'm not going to get better after last time. Unfortunately, I lie awake worrying about it, which effectively sabotages my wellness attempts.
Cocktail Weenies
I've gotten not a lot of sleep in the past few days. For some reason, this makes me think of the episode of Pete and Pete where Pete stays up for some ridiculous period of time. There was also something in this episode about cocktail weenies, but I forget what it was. Result of little sleep for me currently= not realizing what clothing one has on, sending out substandard resume, unwarranted annoyance by surroundings, immediately forgetting task at hand... Remember when midnight was late?
Today I made Michael watch Lifetime for 3 hours. No Meredith Baxter, but the girl from ER and Christy was on it.
The List.
Some people, when they are sick, knit or read biographies. I attempt to nap and end up morbidly thinking about death. Today I just thought about things I want to do before I die, like run a 5K, visit NY and Mexico, become fluent in one or more languages, have babies, live in Europe, eat a hamburger (don't kill me Karen), go camping, tell my step-grandfather how much he means to me, get a graduate degree, and a few other things that I won't go into out of good taste. I guess it's important to have goals.
Self-fulfilling prophecy.
I've been all tense ever since I got sick; I have this fear that I'm not going to get better after last time. Unfortunately, I lie awake worrying about it, which effectively sabotages my wellness attempts.
Cocktail Weenies
I've gotten not a lot of sleep in the past few days. For some reason, this makes me think of the episode of Pete and Pete where Pete stays up for some ridiculous period of time. There was also something in this episode about cocktail weenies, but I forget what it was. Result of little sleep for me currently= not realizing what clothing one has on, sending out substandard resume, unwarranted annoyance by surroundings, immediately forgetting task at hand... Remember when midnight was late?