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i'm tired of the no-chinks-in-the-armor crap. i'm really dreading this next semester based on what i've had so far this year... lots of bad luck. but i know i can't approach it with this defeatist attitude. i must approach one area of my life with the game face and the other completely vulnerable.
i can't help but thinking that this all started when i did one person wrong and now it's all kharmic retribution. i've broken some hearts, kids, and now they're back with a vengeance to correct my untruths, my pride, and my lack of integrity. call me a catholic, i guess. call the prayer tree for me, kids. (catholics don't really have those, but i heard the methodists do.) i'm worried that i won't prove a worthy opponent for all these scary things coming up this semester and things will go badly. but i guess that's pretty normal for where i am. it's supposed to be this scary, right? i'm supposed to feel reckless already and teetering on the edge of more recklessness, correct? maybe that's why i feel like getting real drunk and crazy
xxcutyourhairxx (11:12:45 PM): ok well that's pretty dumb
thanks for being back on earth, lil shaun
i can't help but thinking that this all started when i did one person wrong and now it's all kharmic retribution. i've broken some hearts, kids, and now they're back with a vengeance to correct my untruths, my pride, and my lack of integrity. call me a catholic, i guess. call the prayer tree for me, kids. (catholics don't really have those, but i heard the methodists do.) i'm worried that i won't prove a worthy opponent for all these scary things coming up this semester and things will go badly. but i guess that's pretty normal for where i am. it's supposed to be this scary, right? i'm supposed to feel reckless already and teetering on the edge of more recklessness, correct? maybe that's why i feel like getting real drunk and crazy
xxcutyourhairxx (11:12:45 PM): ok well that's pretty dumb
thanks for being back on earth, lil shaun