May 11, 2005 22:33
I am really at a loss as to how I got through the past 3 weeks. Amid two leases (and two people still not ON said respective leases), my car being hit by my roommate, my cell phone breaking, job-hunting, boys, two auditions, countless interviews, planning two parties, many of my good friends leaving, and, oh FINALS, I'm surprised that I'm still standing and relatively sane. I guess I kind of just go on auto-pilot and then triage the situation, taking things as they come. I've been pleasantly surprised by some things and bitterly disappointed by others. One of the reoccuring themes is contradiction. Another is deluge ;-). The one that hurts the most is moving on.