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why is it always a choice between standing up for myself and seeming selfish or being walked all over and feeling alone?
All that's happened this year has changed me, made me a little more sad, a little more insecure, a little more alone. Yet, I still have all these friends who pop out of nowhere to support me. And God am I thankful for them. They have made this all livable.
When promises fall through, I strengthen my resolve to keep mine. When compassion fails, I promise myself that I will never ignore a hurting friend. When fear has me by throat, I strive to have courage. I've tried to keep as much of my integrity as possible, but when logic fails, so does my will. Chaos can be something to work through, but sometimes there is no logical end.
Sometimes I think I'm just slow. A lot of times I think I'm a whole lot better on paper than in conversation.
bye now.
All that's happened this year has changed me, made me a little more sad, a little more insecure, a little more alone. Yet, I still have all these friends who pop out of nowhere to support me. And God am I thankful for them. They have made this all livable.
When promises fall through, I strengthen my resolve to keep mine. When compassion fails, I promise myself that I will never ignore a hurting friend. When fear has me by throat, I strive to have courage. I've tried to keep as much of my integrity as possible, but when logic fails, so does my will. Chaos can be something to work through, but sometimes there is no logical end.
Sometimes I think I'm just slow. A lot of times I think I'm a whole lot better on paper than in conversation.
bye now.