Once I am out of here more posi me will be out!
I started my new job last night. Most boring thing ever! haha Oh well t gets ke closer to getting out of here. Me and Courtney are going to look at the landings on the 6th of july. Thats going to be so awesome. I really hope this all works out. I love Courtney to death. We are going to have so much fun. You kids better come visit us!
I know I said this was going to be more posi..... but Doug made me mad this morning. It wont have curse words in this one. I promise I am trying to stop with that. Anyways, he made me feel like crap cause he didnt pay the phone bill which is in my name. Miranda you have been showing me that you dont care that we are loosing this house. I am thinking to myself, not saying out loud cause it would have been mean. "Its not my fault!" they got themselves way over there head in things. If I didnt care I would make them pay me no matter what. I wouldnt wait around for them. You know whating for them to be able to pay me. I could be a real jerk like that. Im not though. I was just asking when the phone bill was going to be payed cause I dont want to have my credit all jacked! Its so stupid, I hate that people make me feel like crap just cause they cant handle there own. All of a sudden its Miranda fault. Well I am moving out of this house soon. I will probably stop babysitting for them to seeing how whenever I ask for what they OWE me, I dont care. So they have to pay me what they owe me, pay off that phone bill and I am out. This is getting stupid. I have been so depressed since they started dicking me over. I let go on long enough. I am done with them. Well I have to go off and be part time mom! I love these kids. This is going to be the hardest thing, is leaving these two.
love,
Miranda
I know I said this was going to be more posi..... but Doug made me mad this morning. It wont have curse words in this one. I promise I am trying to stop with that. Anyways, he made me feel like crap cause he didnt pay the phone bill which is in my name. Miranda you have been showing me that you dont care that we are loosing this house. I am thinking to myself, not saying out loud cause it would have been mean. "Its not my fault!" they got themselves way over there head in things. If I didnt care I would make them pay me no matter what. I wouldnt wait around for them. You know whating for them to be able to pay me. I could be a real jerk like that. Im not though. I was just asking when the phone bill was going to be payed cause I dont want to have my credit all jacked! Its so stupid, I hate that people make me feel like crap just cause they cant handle there own. All of a sudden its Miranda fault. Well I am moving out of this house soon. I will probably stop babysitting for them to seeing how whenever I ask for what they OWE me, I dont care. So they have to pay me what they owe me, pay off that phone bill and I am out. This is getting stupid. I have been so depressed since they started dicking me over. I let go on long enough. I am done with them. Well I have to go off and be part time mom! I love these kids. This is going to be the hardest thing, is leaving these two.
love,
Miranda