you found me
Marine Engineering II has officially killed my brain cells or whatever that's left up there. And the dreaded time of the month is coming. Because I'm swelling at places that shouldn't be swelling and that has attracted many uninvited stares. My body just don't do well with changing hormones. Anyway, Mr Handsome Chinese Boy's driving is as smooth as Sheesha at El-Sheikh. I think I miss Sheesha and I think I should have more McFlurry dates with Mr HCB.
We are tired, we are scared. But denying won't do us any good. I just want everything to be okay. I just want me to be okay with all these. But it gets too painful sometimes. It's not hard, it's just painful. I don't know what to do. If I did, I wouldn't be in so much pain now.
you just breathe and let it subside...