Nov 23, 2008 07:01
I feel like answering this question again, just for fun to see what I think has changed...
I don't know why some people don't get along with me, I could take some guesses but they'd be blind stabs in the dark. Frankly I think I come off a little too strong, like I'm a whirlwind of life basically and to be honest I think it freaks some people out. And I don't think they don't like me, I just think they don't know how to deal with me. I invite people to do things, whether they are boys or girls and I don't care. The whole drawing the line with people of different genders doesn't phase me. I like to do things with people as friends and I think that gives off the wrong message to some people, mainly boys, actually especially boys. I also think I'm too smart for some people and wow, ego alert! Anyway, I am relatively smart and relatively stupid sometimes too and sometimes I think that freaks people out. I'm not sure...
I really wish I knew why some people didn't get along with me because I really don't like it when I don't get along with people and I try to fix it. But I guess you can't love everyone you meet. But it's so sad because I thought he was the coolest kid ever and I was pretty darn sure he thought the same about me... but whatever.
I miss him. =[
writer's block,
getting along