Feb 13, 2008 11:02
Well yeah, lots of stuff but usually I end up saying sorry in the end. Even if it's a few months down the road. And sometimes even when I do say sorry I feel that it isn't enough for the person to forgive me. Like I should say sorry to [insert name here] for being mean and still being angry about the party fiasco but I said sorry via myspace and that doesn't count. I should have also said sorry to [insert other name here] more because I feel bad that I treated her like that. I did say sorry mind you, I just feel that it isn't enough, maybe it will never be enough. I hope someday it will be enough because she's my dear friend and I love her to death, even if I don't love her boyfriend to death and I won't talk to him. He never has done anything though, I just feel that I should stay out of their way because I don't want something to happen and then be there when it happens and it be my fault. And anyway, his cousin is kind of annoying and I don't like him very much. But I feel bad because [insert other boy name here] is getting ignored because I'm ignoring boyfriend and cousin.
Oh bah, this is distracting, I have homework.
writer's block,
belated apology