May 04, 2007 11:25
I'm 21 in a month. And I don't know who my friends are. I'm almost dreading my party (whenever it will be, it's going to depend on if I get this new job) because I have always pictured my 21st to be a great big bash, but I just don't know where I am with people anymore and I'm worried it will just flop.
I've just drifted away from people. And I know that this is bound to happen with a combination of highschool ending and moving to a different city, but it doesn't make it any easier. I've got some good mates left, that haven't passed on into just acquaintances, but I rarely see them. Mostly because of uni and work. I really feel like I need to re-establish a little group of friends I can just meet up with casually for drinks and the like.
Things should look up if I get the job at the Bridge. Will give me free weekend days once again.