Apr 07, 2007 18:56
I don't know why I'm Miss Upset this weekend.
Is there something in the air? I've been on the verge of tears too often, and actually let them spill over too often (once*. which is too often).
Yes, ok, so it's "that time of the month", but I'm on the Pill and this usually controls my emotions to a deal-with-able level.
So why the fuck have I just lost it so much?
I need someone to hug me and tell me they love me and that I'm not as bad as I think I am.
Mum and Dad are in Japan. Which just makes me feel worse about myself cos I get upset and want to call my mum.
I don't know why I have such low self-esteem.
*Twice, by the time I've written this