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she walks through the crowd;
to find people she hasn't seen in ages.
some that she wishes that she'de see wayy more often
and one that insisted on "getting together" again.
i dont think so;
i dont do that anymore...
you were the first one and the only one.
i blame myself for why things happen the way they do sometimes.
but mostly i blame the other...
i blame the people who can't be straight up
tell me what and how they feel,
because even though that its very aparent that im all over the place
its also very clear that i dont have closed ears;
its usually my ears that are opened;
but my eyes are very much closed.
i guess its true what they say when your other sense fails another becomes stronger...
im always here to listen and to speak but never to see whats fully in front of me.