May 03, 2005 17:20
Ok, so im so bored and out of it. *yawns*
Today was a very shitty day. sorry for the lingo for you guys. Its like everything is gone haywire. Everything has burst into aomething so unrealistic. something gone wrong. let the monster out and all it does is nibble on my soul. Walls crumble and the insults hurl in at me, i find myself lost and dazed, in the same world, but an unsafe one. I feel myself breaking down all the time, and no one sees that. I'll smile for you. I'll give you the world. if only you ask. Its yours. I'll rip my heart out for you. I'll make you happy, all you do is ask, stare, or blink. its only for a moment, but i've already lost it all. You don't see my tears, my screams are lost within the crowd, and you'll never know what its like to carry my burden. so please, just go on, passerby, maybe someday you'll know.