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This is my last night with the kittens... I'm working on updating their medical records and washing their towels. I think I'm going to sleep with their blankets and towels tonight so that they smell like me (momma!) and I can put them in the cage with them tomorrow.
I'm not crying...yet. I dont think its really hit me. I've been dreading this for so long, and building up for so long... I just dont know how to feel. It doesnt seem real. They're not going to be here tomorrow when I get home... I have to leave them in a square foot cell... I cant do this... I know its for the best, but its just too damn hard. I'm afraid to even look at them tonight...
Why did I volunteer for this job???
I'm not crying...yet. I dont think its really hit me. I've been dreading this for so long, and building up for so long... I just dont know how to feel. It doesnt seem real. They're not going to be here tomorrow when I get home... I have to leave them in a square foot cell... I cant do this... I know its for the best, but its just too damn hard. I'm afraid to even look at them tonight...
Why did I volunteer for this job???