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I worry I was too harsh.
I wasn't too harsh. What happened built up a lot of emotions and I needed to express that, I still do. But I understand. I have those same nights. They just happen while you are asleep so I can "hide" them easier. Alcohol, when used properly, can be an escape, I absolutely get that. But I also know when I am past the point of saying yes to things.
I dunno, I am not making sense, but I aboslutely need to journal more.
Can't believe "To Build a home" came as a recomended song to my "This is 24" playlist. Aboslutely crazy. Makes me want to understand algorithms so much more than I do. Also Maps.
Things I want to learn before I die:
Another Language (probably spanish, maybe french, preferably both)
Good Piano
How to sing
I guess that is it. Learn to help people and whatnot, but that comes later.