Sep 21, 2012 18:44
Chicago is interesting so far. I have a job, which I figured I would need in order to really feel comfy, but it's not enough.
I may be in a new city, but a still feel like a lost 23 year old. I have such a strong need to figure out what I'm going to be doing for the rest of my life, but I'm afraid to make any kind of commitments. It was hard enough for me to actually get here (and looks like it'll be even harder to stay), and I wouldn't have done it without Liz and my friends supports.
I don't want to be afraid to write in this thing anymore. I used it back when I was younger to help me figure things out, why can't I use it for that now? Stupid connotations and connections we attach to things.
I need to stop being a lazy asshole. Though I am getting REALLY good at Crosswords. So there's that.