Jul 11, 2007 23:12
last updated 12 weeks ago...
welllll im a highschool graduate college adult living on my own with great friends and with no cares in the world cept about what im going to spend my money on that week and what boy i want to get in the pants of.
haha kinda sick huh? but life is good when all you have is yourself and people who respect that. no offense to anyone but everythign works out for the best and ive seen that so much.
i fully believe in karma now. i dont konw what ive done but ever since ive been trying to become a better person everythings been going my way. anything that seems to be hurling itself at me 250 mph i roll widdit haha. bad news turns to good news if you take it the right now. theres actually nothing bad in this world. everything is good somewhere so you gotta look at it in the right light.
i love being on my own. i love college and i cant wait until august when i got my apartment with my sista rachel. i always thought the reflection on my k-12 education would be alot longer than this but theres really nothing to say about it cept it was alot of shit with some golden moments here and there. after it all im glad it happened but i wouldnt go back for all the money in the world.
few things ive learned:
- being broke isnt so bad, being in debt is haha
- good friends dont care about how stupid you are
- life isnt boring, you are
- guys are very ready to flatter themselves haha
- i can underagedly get into hustler
- dancing aint so gay if youre listening to the right music
- people are just as stupid as you are but not everyone is ready to embrace it, thats why they can be cold hearted assholes
- youre more cared for than you know
- life and people are totally separate, life wont come to you but people will
- things do exist (i think only i will get this one, haha)
- no matter what anyone says, bad days are not an option! haha i stay solid in this one, if you wake up and youre in a bad mood its going to be a bad day and theres nothing you can do about it so you better deal with it without hurting anyone to the best of your ability and then when youre laying your head down to sleep, call it a night and hope you have good dreams
i know theres alot more but maybe im still in the middle of learning it. i think ill start using this again and then when im 30 ill read it and see how stupid and naive i was, so ill enjoy it while it lasts.