No longer a part of this world, BUT I MUST BE HEARD!

[rottingfetus]

recently i have started to have a serious relationship with the only girl I love. She is beautiful, intelligent, and has a personality one of a kind, comparable to no one. I love this girl with ALL my heart, and my love has grown for her almost daily for almost a year. I have spent as much as I possibly could with this girl, and she has become a part of me almost. She is my heart, and everyday I discover parts of my heart I did not know existed, and they immediatly are filled with my love for her. A human being needs the heart to live, and she is my heart. Once so full of hate, overflowing to the brim with suicidal and even an intense homicidal tendencies, my urge to kill anyone and everything I come in contact with have ceased, and been buried in my love for this girl. I still despise a lot in life, but my love for her keeps me going, brings light into my dark world and brings hope where hope was once no more then a fond memorie unachievable by any means. She is love, she is my love, she is my lindsey.
I love you Linds.

-Love John (A.K.A. to all my sick fucking friends out there FETUS RIPPER, or to the journal world ROTTING FETUS)