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Hm.
Friday was Jeremy's birthday. We went to ann arbor so he could pig out on some good food. Then we went to Ashley's bar where they happened to be filming that movie with Hilary Swank. We are happily in a shot leaving the bar but when we went to go walk in the background some asian girl flung us aside and told us we werent allowed to walk through because we went cute enough. Ack.
People have been over. Nothing thrilling.
Working on craftshow shit but,
I feel unfulfilled.
I really, really should have done more art this summer.
And, I have pretty much all the supplies to do it.
Everytime I try to do a project some obstacle gets in the way and I give up.
I just suck.
All my friends are moving/have moved away.
I feel so alone.
I feel like I should be making a remarkable change in my life.
I am so behind at everything.
I should be graduating next year.
I should have had an internship this summer.
I do wish i made it out to SF.
I am too broke.
Considerating I am paying for two people to live nicely and easily for 9 months is amazing.
Now my credit is shit, I am stuggling and no help from anyone.
Suck. Suck. Suck.
Aside from all of my life sucking,
I actually did have a lovely summer of sitting on my ass.
No work. No waking up early. It was excellent.
And, a vacation at the tail end of summer?
What more could I ask for?
:/
I'm excited my friend from Baltimore is flying out tomorrow and I get to see her two days in a row before vacation.
Talking on the phone just isn't the same.
Talking to someone who is MY friend is nice.
I'm feeling very deserted and pushed aside by everyone else...
maybe I shouldn't blame them?
Friday was Jeremy's birthday. We went to ann arbor so he could pig out on some good food. Then we went to Ashley's bar where they happened to be filming that movie with Hilary Swank. We are happily in a shot leaving the bar but when we went to go walk in the background some asian girl flung us aside and told us we werent allowed to walk through because we went cute enough. Ack.
People have been over. Nothing thrilling.
Working on craftshow shit but,
I feel unfulfilled.
I really, really should have done more art this summer.
And, I have pretty much all the supplies to do it.
Everytime I try to do a project some obstacle gets in the way and I give up.
I just suck.
All my friends are moving/have moved away.
I feel so alone.
I feel like I should be making a remarkable change in my life.
I am so behind at everything.
I should be graduating next year.
I should have had an internship this summer.
I do wish i made it out to SF.
I am too broke.
Considerating I am paying for two people to live nicely and easily for 9 months is amazing.
Now my credit is shit, I am stuggling and no help from anyone.
Suck. Suck. Suck.
Aside from all of my life sucking,
I actually did have a lovely summer of sitting on my ass.
No work. No waking up early. It was excellent.
And, a vacation at the tail end of summer?
What more could I ask for?
:/
I'm excited my friend from Baltimore is flying out tomorrow and I get to see her two days in a row before vacation.
Talking on the phone just isn't the same.
Talking to someone who is MY friend is nice.
I'm feeling very deserted and pushed aside by everyone else...
maybe I shouldn't blame them?