random update...
Well,
I have tangled myself in a web.
I'm not sure how the outcome of this will be.
All I know is I feel like forever is so infinite and permanent.
Well, what am I doing like this?
I can't live forever like this. As guilty as it might make me feel.
I need to secure my future.
Childish ways and selfish means will no longer suffice.
This was fun when I was 18 but, now I need more.
I want forever.
I want all of the things that come with it too.
As much as you may disagree,
I do deserve that.
I will find it.
I'm still jobless... I have benefits until december...
I am just going to wait this one out till september.
Then being looking frivolously again.
I am really determined not to have such a retarded job but,
it is looking like I have no choice. I really don't know what my
options are seeing as though Dick's sporting goods doesn't even
see me as qualified to work there. ugh..
60 days until Cape Hatteras. Casa Alabexi.
Murphy is full grown already.
That was not long at all.
He is like a tiny boxer/lab mix.
Its cute. He'll always look like a puppy.
One day when I have the money I will have him DNA tested just to see what breed(s) he is.
I have tangled myself in a web.
I'm not sure how the outcome of this will be.
All I know is I feel like forever is so infinite and permanent.
Well, what am I doing like this?
I can't live forever like this. As guilty as it might make me feel.
I need to secure my future.
Childish ways and selfish means will no longer suffice.
This was fun when I was 18 but, now I need more.
I want forever.
I want all of the things that come with it too.
As much as you may disagree,
I do deserve that.
I will find it.
I'm still jobless... I have benefits until december...
I am just going to wait this one out till september.
Then being looking frivolously again.
I am really determined not to have such a retarded job but,
it is looking like I have no choice. I really don't know what my
options are seeing as though Dick's sporting goods doesn't even
see me as qualified to work there. ugh..
60 days until Cape Hatteras. Casa Alabexi.
Murphy is full grown already.
That was not long at all.
He is like a tiny boxer/lab mix.
Its cute. He'll always look like a puppy.
One day when I have the money I will have him DNA tested just to see what breed(s) he is.