my head is spinning with confusion
im tired of fighting a constant battle that i never seem to finish,and everyday my heart feels like its ripped out then placed back inside. He doesnt understand..he just doesnt get it..I am torn on what i should do..
Should i try to find someone else? am i just wasting time..and notyhing will be fixed or should i stay?? i have no idea on what to do.I call him..and he isnt even home..
My feelings are changing..and i kind of just want to escape it all for awhile..but ive wanted to be with him for so long and i worked so hard to have him..and now i dont even know if i want this.
Should i try to find someone else? am i just wasting time..and notyhing will be fixed or should i stay?? i have no idea on what to do.I call him..and he isnt even home..
My feelings are changing..and i kind of just want to escape it all for awhile..but ive wanted to be with him for so long and i worked so hard to have him..and now i dont even know if i want this.