it's almost nothing
The following are a selection of things I've written since Christmas. I'll probably be posting more, but most of them aren't as gory like these. I just liked them best and wanted to type them first. Let me know what you think.
1/1/06 (while coming down from hallucinating)
no more life in turmoil
let's all enjoy the oceans of
blue blood
and owls with hundreds of teeth
nine million or thousand
to be precise
they'll swoop down from
the fleshy skies
to bite our fingers off
we're all just skeletons
wrapped in skin anyways
whate do we have to lose?
1/5/06
don't wanna be like my parents
they pulled all of their teeth
ripped from their gums
and put the bloody bones in a jar
that's been in the attic for two decades
i found them one day when i was looking
for my tonsils
the jars were black with mildew
and full of dead moths
i ate all the dried white moths
and put the teeth in my pocket
later, i ground up the molars
threw the dust off a bridge
mailed the incisors to myself
and gave the rest back
except the canines, which were useless anyways
fed those to the dog
1/5/06
my arm is all the way in the garbage disposal i know this motherfucker is going to turn on i'm just waiting well okay i guess i'm going to have to do this myself flip buzz fleshgrinding bonecarving bloodtossing -
maybe i should pull it out but i'll wait a little big longer or maybe i'll move it up and down to shave off my whole arm -
the sink is quickly filling with blood and it's flying all over my new shirt goddamn it shouldn't my heart stop fuck i'll pull it out now -
it's a skinless pulp but the bone's still intact so i'll just do the other one so they'll match
3/8/06
piles and piles and piles of guts
laid bare on this table
mounds of guts
they're everywhere
guts on the piano!
ziplock bags full of fat and gristle
the bones are in a mound in the corner
we pulled the marrow out
and i think they're in the blender
cuz i see milk shakes
useless organs like the liver
and the cute little kidneys
make great dog food
the ones we can use
the guts we can use
well we're gonna make new bathrobes
out of them guts