안녕 / annyeong
I don't know who still reads this space but I just thought to leave a note here for courtesy's sake. This space remains a vulnerable part of myself that I wish nobody would find. But I'm too lazy to privatize the entries that I want privatized.
I figure that I should leave it out so that someday, someone, anyone would find comfort that I, a person crushed a person who loved her for someone she loved (who didn't love her back), lived and am happier than I ever was. My last entry was a happy one and nothing has changed.
Wait - things have changed a lot: I am now running a business with Thomas, we got a condo apartment together, I've put on a lot of weight, I am happier than I was in that last entry. I can now confidently call Thomas my better half because he really is. No matter how much I used to love Bear or Julius or someone else (I can't even remember their names), they were never the better half because I was the better one.
I don't regret everything that was documented here, though. So that's that!
I mainly use this space now for omonatheydidnt and no longer write here. Byebye!
I figure that I should leave it out so that someday, someone, anyone would find comfort that I, a person crushed a person who loved her for someone she loved (who didn't love her back), lived and am happier than I ever was. My last entry was a happy one and nothing has changed.
Wait - things have changed a lot: I am now running a business with Thomas, we got a condo apartment together, I've put on a lot of weight, I am happier than I was in that last entry. I can now confidently call Thomas my better half because he really is. No matter how much I used to love Bear or Julius or someone else (I can't even remember their names), they were never the better half because I was the better one.
I don't regret everything that was documented here, though. So that's that!
I mainly use this space now for omonatheydidnt and no longer write here. Byebye!