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Oct 26, 2010 01:17

Here's hoping that this is just PMS.
Nothing excites me anymore. Buying or eating anything doesn't excite me anymore.
Anything that people do for me doesn't excite me anymore either.
I want to buy something that will make my head spin a bit, but there is nothing.
I have everything I want, I have everybody I want.

I need somebody or something that could make my heart beat faster, make my brain work harder, makes me feel like I'm alive.
I need to feel like I'm alive.

All I want to do now is roll in bed and whine about my sad life to somebody that will laugh in my face about how I am bleak to be doing this.

I want to eat something that will make me tear and have my chest heave.
I want to be touched by a person's words that it will make me stop breathing for a few seconds.
I want to be surprised by an act of love and let the world around me spin.
I want to be so happy, all I see are my beloved friends' smiling faces in the light.

Why do I feel like that? PMS, is dat chu?
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