fucked up the ass in every sort of way

Feb 15, 2005 00:37

i hate fucking change
i have a nagging ache in the pit of my stomach
that is wishing and hoping
things would just work
i want it i need it
i don't mean to be clingy
it's just the way i feel
since the first time
i've felt the same way
i cry reading the e-mails you once sent me
i feel distant
and lost
without my guide
my shepherd
that was you
you helped me through so many things
i don't know what to do
you were my savior
my hero
my one and only
i can only hope
only wish
that my wishes and hopes can come true
for you not to find
someone else
to come back to me
like the way i hope it should be
i just push through the day
to be able to get away
and see the beautiful way
in which is you
i can't bear to think
of you
with someone else
the thought just
turns on the faucet
you were, are my only
my one and only
for so long
everyhting about you
makes it harder to let go
i have to hide the things of yours
that remind of that time
and the hopefully time that may come
so as to give you your desired space
and keep me from breaking apart
you are my one
my one and only
i foresee
no other
to lead me free
i can only hope
only wish
that you will always be
my HILLARY!!!

FUCK I HATE THE INTERNET AND ALL IT'S WORTHLESS SHIT TO CRY ON THE INTERNET IS TO YELL IN A DESSERT
ONLY HOPING THAT ONE DAY YOUR MESSAGE WILL BE RECIEVED AND YOUR HELP ON THE WAY FUCK THIS SHIT IM DONE TYPING
I'LL JUST JOIN THE REST OF THE WORLD AND BOTTLE IT UP TO SAVE IT TIL ONE DAY WHEN EVERYTHING FINALLY TUMBLES DOWN
AND I CAN RELEASE TO THOSE UNSUSPECTING TO LIE UPON MY WRATH
FUCK THE COMPUTER
WE ARE ALL COMPUTERS
FUCKING DISCARD THE LAST PARGRAPH IT'S WORTHLESS AND I QUITE POSSIBLY HATE IT NOPE ACTUALLY IT'S TRUE
AHHH FUCK IT READ IT AND TAKE IT
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