these cigarettes are the only thing keeping me sane...
i know hes going through a LOT of shit and i want to be there for him, but he just keeps pushing me away...
im getting sick of him never answering my calls, avoiding me, and not talking to me about any of this
im sick of getting so upset over this and him blaming me
i want to hate him so much, but i just cant
i wish he'd be more considerate of my feelings and realize me not being able to see him is killing me
i dont know how much longer i put myself through this...
im getting sick of him never answering my calls, avoiding me, and not talking to me about any of this
im sick of getting so upset over this and him blaming me
i want to hate him so much, but i just cant
i wish he'd be more considerate of my feelings and realize me not being able to see him is killing me
i dont know how much longer i put myself through this...