just trying to get it off my mind...
i feel like im back in senior year of high school. looking for colleges and all. i should be getting my associates by next fall, if i dont fuck up, and well i cant stay at OCC, obviously! so now its time to move on to bigger better things. i have Tenessee State, North Carolina State and Indiana state in mind. i can get my bachelors at Ten and NC, but i can get my masters at Indiana for Education. and then you got the tuition costs and room and board and those are ridiculous for out-of-staters. too bad i wasnt smart enough to get any academic scholarships like most of you fucksticks! i dont know, im torn and i hate thinking about all of this. ill probably end up at OU living at home, cause i suck at life. shit piss! im off to try and sleep now...