Excited.
I'm excited for this weekend. My friend will be up from Chicago. We are going out to the bar on Friday. Who knows what the hell we are doing the rest of the weekend. I have Friday Saturday and Sunday off work so that should be super fab. I have to make stuffed shells on Friday as I promised him I would cuz it's his favorite thing that I make. It's just a pain in the ass cuz it takes forever. My family(dad's) Christmas is on Sunday. Thank god for my Cousinish. She is my saving grace at those things. Most of my cousins on that side of the family creep me out cuz they are all like "normal". When in acuality they aren't. They are just fake and put on a front for everyone. I hate that bullshit. Especially when it comes to my Grandma. Half of my cousins will lie to her face in order to not tell her something that she doesn't want to hear. Jenn and I on the other hand will both tell her exactly what we think/feel/believe on any given subject. We aren't disrespectful about it. I try to avoid discussions of religion with my Grandma but I also won't lie to her about that stuff. Why should I? I'm not saying I hate them or anything, when it comes down to it I have absolutely nothing to discuss with them and haven't since I was about 12. On the plus side we have changed venues for our gathering this year. My family on that side is huge my dad has 6 siblings and I have like 25 first cousins so we always have it at a restaurant. The place we have it usually the food kind of sucks and it's breakfast. I don't do breakfast. I like coffee for breakfast. This year it's at a Mexican restaurant so that outta be interesting. Any way I'm gonna go watch There Will Be Blood and get some rest. LUVVINS BYE BYE