what u miss when its gone

[rotten_core]

i went to bed at 1am

i left me door unlocked for you

i waited to feel your freezing body sneak underneath the covers

i stared at my phone

i harrassed your gma.

i even went to best buy and walked around.

the fear of not knowing where you were

or if you were ok

made me desperate

this has been so consistant
this has been so reliable
this has been so sweet
so real..

one night

one night of nothing

not even a phone call

and i wonder what i mean to you.

im going to work all day today

so i can take all day thursday off

if i dont see or hear from you today

i dont know how i will sleep.

just tell me everything will be ok

and wrap you arms around me.