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I dont feel like going through and editng all my entrys to fix the date. But this is getting REALLLY annoying. If I didnt love this screen name for its laughable value id just make a new one.
But c'mon, RotinPieces? Ive had this thing forever. The screen name at least, cause I had it as a Ujournal before this.
Anyways ya, I deleted my last LJ entry for obvious reasons (to me at least).
I've been dating Jay for over a month now.. lol...
Ok, so Im really fucked up today. I've cried for the last 2 hours. Theres a good chance that my grandmother is going to die tomorrow. Remembering all the fun i used to have as a child with her, and how I grew up and stopped caring, and how we ruined her life.. it kills me... I just want to die. I miss her so much, I feel terrible. We ruined her life... we took down her house beneath her and moved her around and all she wanted was to go home.
Ok.. more later.. dinner time then waiting for Jay to call and off to his house for a while.
But c'mon, RotinPieces? Ive had this thing forever. The screen name at least, cause I had it as a Ujournal before this.
Anyways ya, I deleted my last LJ entry for obvious reasons (to me at least).
I've been dating Jay for over a month now.. lol...
Ok, so Im really fucked up today. I've cried for the last 2 hours. Theres a good chance that my grandmother is going to die tomorrow. Remembering all the fun i used to have as a child with her, and how I grew up and stopped caring, and how we ruined her life.. it kills me... I just want to die. I miss her so much, I feel terrible. We ruined her life... we took down her house beneath her and moved her around and all she wanted was to go home.
Ok.. more later.. dinner time then waiting for Jay to call and off to his house for a while.