argh
I'm a frickin loser.
I hate doing this, but I'm tired of noone listening to me. For the first time ever, I've given up on someone all together. Literally. I've given up. I've thrown the towel in, thrown my hands up in disgust, and thrown all hope to the wind. I can't believe I've done it and I probably shouldn't have, but I don't know what else to do. I'm tired of pouring myself into something and seeing nothing flourish. I don't know what to do but I know what I'm doing is wrong. I can't confront..you guys know I can't. And yet I need to take my own advice and do it.
I want to cry
I want to run.
and I'm so scared to do either one.
ladies, what do I do????
I hate doing this, but I'm tired of noone listening to me. For the first time ever, I've given up on someone all together. Literally. I've given up. I've thrown the towel in, thrown my hands up in disgust, and thrown all hope to the wind. I can't believe I've done it and I probably shouldn't have, but I don't know what else to do. I'm tired of pouring myself into something and seeing nothing flourish. I don't know what to do but I know what I'm doing is wrong. I can't confront..you guys know I can't. And yet I need to take my own advice and do it.
I want to cry
I want to run.
and I'm so scared to do either one.
ladies, what do I do????