sometimes i wonder why

[rotccleo]

So i'm meeting Chad and Fox and Ginny and Blaire at a bar for a drink (though i'm not drinking b/c of my pain killers). I really have no desire to be near Blaire she rubs me the wrong way and always hit on Chad while we were dating. She never grew out of the "freshman flirt" stage and it's irritating and sick. But i haven't been out with CHad sence he's been 21 so i should make an appearence. I would still be at Champions but the guy i was considering being interested in apparently is back with his ex (that or his ex is a psycho). So maybe that is really why i'm in a pisspoor mood (oh and getting a speeding ticket in the camp van with ten kids to witness and being on van restriction now may have added to it too).

all in all i'm off to smile and nod in company (but one) that i wouldn't care for more than two minutes if they fell off the face of the planet.