So its been a while since my last update.
Whats been up with me since my last update.
School started last Wednesday. I enjoy my classes. I got 2 classes on Mondays, none on Tuesdays, 3 on Wednesdays, 1 on Thursdays, and 1 on Fridays. My history class is great, mostly because the professor is so energetic (which is a good thing because the class is early). Philosophy is interesting. Makes me think about things I never really gave much thought to. Womens studies is nice...meets once a week, but from 6:10-9:00pm on Wednesdays. So thats the only downside to that. Poli. Sci. is very good. It meets on Thursdays, an hour and a half after I get off work. So I am tired, but I haven't fallen asleep in there so far.
Work: Well, I am so fucking happy that I back to work. Considering the hell of a time I had trying to find a job this summer (I didn't work all summer either), I'm just glad that I am making money again, and be able to pay my own bills on my own. Next week, when I get my first check, I will be so happy.
<3 Nick <3: Sunday will be one year for Nick and I. Wow .::deep breathe::. One year. Thats a long time for me. I am happy though. Things have been a tad bit rough lately with everything that has been going on with him, but I am still here for him, and I always will be. I love him more than life itself, and I would give my life for him. I do regret not working this summer though, because if I had, and him going through the things he is going through right now, we could have gotten our own place. I really want to move out of here, knowing everything I know about how my dad and grandparents feel about him, and knowing he isn't welcome here for no reason what so ever, and not being comfortable here myself, I really need to just get out of here, but if I do that, there are so many unknowns for me, such as: What will I do for insurance if my dad won't cover me unless I live with him? What if my dad won't let me use his truck? I mean...I don't have the money right now to reinsure my van...and if I move out, what do I do if he won't let me use it? Nick has agreed to find a place down here, but if we find a place out here, what if my dad still won't let me use the truck? I don't know what I'm gonna do. I'm going to be 19 in a little over a month, and I am ready to be out on my own, it's just the uncertainties of it all.
Well, thats all for now. I am tired and kinda sore.
Talk to you all later.
Peace
Kat Hollister
School started last Wednesday. I enjoy my classes. I got 2 classes on Mondays, none on Tuesdays, 3 on Wednesdays, 1 on Thursdays, and 1 on Fridays. My history class is great, mostly because the professor is so energetic (which is a good thing because the class is early). Philosophy is interesting. Makes me think about things I never really gave much thought to. Womens studies is nice...meets once a week, but from 6:10-9:00pm on Wednesdays. So thats the only downside to that. Poli. Sci. is very good. It meets on Thursdays, an hour and a half after I get off work. So I am tired, but I haven't fallen asleep in there so far.
Work: Well, I am so fucking happy that I back to work. Considering the hell of a time I had trying to find a job this summer (I didn't work all summer either), I'm just glad that I am making money again, and be able to pay my own bills on my own. Next week, when I get my first check, I will be so happy.
<3 Nick <3: Sunday will be one year for Nick and I. Wow .::deep breathe::. One year. Thats a long time for me. I am happy though. Things have been a tad bit rough lately with everything that has been going on with him, but I am still here for him, and I always will be. I love him more than life itself, and I would give my life for him. I do regret not working this summer though, because if I had, and him going through the things he is going through right now, we could have gotten our own place. I really want to move out of here, knowing everything I know about how my dad and grandparents feel about him, and knowing he isn't welcome here for no reason what so ever, and not being comfortable here myself, I really need to just get out of here, but if I do that, there are so many unknowns for me, such as: What will I do for insurance if my dad won't cover me unless I live with him? What if my dad won't let me use his truck? I mean...I don't have the money right now to reinsure my van...and if I move out, what do I do if he won't let me use it? Nick has agreed to find a place down here, but if we find a place out here, what if my dad still won't let me use the truck? I don't know what I'm gonna do. I'm going to be 19 in a little over a month, and I am ready to be out on my own, it's just the uncertainties of it all.
Well, thats all for now. I am tired and kinda sore.
Talk to you all later.
Peace
Kat Hollister