Sep 26, 2005 20:56
ever feel like you're getting two completely different messages from one person? the whole mixed message thing isn't bothering me as much as it could though. i actually don't care much about it at all. i guess that when i spend five hours doing a lab report and only get five hours of sleep and then go to physics first period, something really weird happens to my brain. it's like the neural pathways in my brain for sex ad physics get crossed. it's like i was having fun what with all those kinematic equations(which are so much easier to understand than thermochemical equations) and i started feeling really horny. except i was only thinking about the kinematic equations. how weird... cross country sucked because my hips still hurt from saturday. i hope so much that i am feeling way better tomorrow. i have so much to do afterschool tomorrow. so yeah, how about those mixed feelings. i just don't seem to care. i guess i'll fail research V for the first quarter. i don't know what i'm doing wrong and no one else is smart enough to do as well as me on the tests (except for ten people) so i'm just like "at least i've got an a in one class. the other one doesn't matter"
it wouldn't let me fit this in the mood box so i'll just say it here: "is it bad to just stop caring if it works so well at keeping you from getting your feelings hurt?" i sure hope not.