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wow. i certainly am much too obsessive when it comes to certain things, more specifically things that have to do with certain people. there are a few things that i definitely must resolve before i ever feel safely normal. once those things are resolved, i would no longer feel the urge to spend my time on search engines and on blogger trying to find things that i really have no business in. i feel like chris should probably want to kill me if she knew some of things that i feel so interested in. well maybe things will get resolved in my own head. that would probably require for things to get resolved between chris and i. well i guess i'll just have to remain optimistic then, won't i?