i'm getting that feeling of discomfort and instabilty in my bones again. dis-satifaction is something i dont think i will ever get used to.
i want to run away to the ocean and hide in the water.
the water will cover my bad feelings with its strong current.
i will feel so cold that i'll become warm and ill never worry again.
all those people in that picture are alive. more alive in a picture than i am in high school, at work, with friends, in life. the day i took this picture i watched the waves all day and watched these people on the beach, making up lives for them, so rich and intricate.
gotta get out of this place.
nose outta the dust.