YARGGG MATEYS
I cant flopping sleep. this is ridiculous. what am i to do? In the hospital they would have forced me into my room, and i would have retreated. But i never slept when they told me to. which may have been wrong, or it may have been right. who is to say? All I know is that I;m very happy to remember my life as of now... remember the madness and the non madness. I suppose the drugs are doing something good, i just think its going to take me a while to appreciate the healing that im actually doing. its so easy to simply judge myself than to see the amazing things that are happening. and holy god, im hungry again. shits and giggles yall