If I Was Your Vampire
fuck. im sick again. this is ridiculous. i feel like a pile of crap right now..my rooms a shit hole..the apartment looks like a shit hole... fam is home. UGH i was enjoying having the place to myself. but now? gayyyy. She picked up the mail today and i dawned on me that i hadnt checked the mail in like, a week. haha crap. so i felt kind of guilty but whatever.
Things will get better. especially when my throat stops hurting. it was so painful today that i could barely stand it. i just laid in my bed and cried.
ha..
i just dont know what to do with myself because i dont feel well enough to really do anything, but then i hate just sitting around. its driving me crazy. If i dont feel better tomorrow i dont know what i'll do.
I like the new marilyn manson cd btw.
Things will get better. especially when my throat stops hurting. it was so painful today that i could barely stand it. i just laid in my bed and cried.
ha..
i just dont know what to do with myself because i dont feel well enough to really do anything, but then i hate just sitting around. its driving me crazy. If i dont feel better tomorrow i dont know what i'll do.
I like the new marilyn manson cd btw.