Dec 23, 2004 20:06
I just got back from Bellevue(where my boyfriend lives) and I miss him so much. I cried on the plane ride home (as well as the rest of the night). This song reminds me of him so I listen to it despite the fact thht Seether is playing it (becuase they suck). I had so much fun there. It was home. I really was home in his arms. It sounds corny and cliche but tis so true.
Do you know the true beauty of sleeping in someones arms the whole night through? Its the most beautiful feeling in the world.
Do you know what its like to fucking love somebody so much you'd do anything for them, would give up life, suffer intolerable pain, would do ANYTHING, absolutely ANYTHING just to kiss them?
Do you understand how horrible it feels to have them so far away? I hate it when people say they understand and they really fucking don't. I hate it when people come up complaining to me that they miss their girlfriend or boyfriend if they are gone for a week...get the fuck over it...my boyfriend lives in Washington. OR when they say "Well you chose it to be this way...." yeah fucking right...I chose who to fall in lvoe with?
Venting is good. Sorry if you actually read all of this. I miss RIcky so much.
Merry Christmas everyone.