Frustration
I feel so frustrated all the time today :( Well apart from when I went to town with Daryl, my mum and Tony. One of there presents to us is money to shop in Primark...I've never been before and one just opened in Blackpool. All my friends at uni shop there and always come back braging about what they have bought and how little they spent. Always getting ace stuff. So I had a ball in there :) Got some cool things except we cant have them till xmas day, how mean hah So yeah, that was all good and we went to a cafe for lunch. But As the day went on everything just pissed me off :( I really didnt want to come home for xmas apart from being in my lovely flat with Daryl, because I feel so lonely without my friends :( Upsets and annoys me how I've lost all my friends here at home and I don't really know why :( Even Laura seems to have deserted me after having spent summer together mostly and always txting and talking on the phone. I came back for Chars b'day night out and since then I've barely heard from her. She said she sorted things out with Amy and Clare and since that I get nothing.... :s is it me? I'm unlikeable....in honesty I kinda feel used by Laura :(
Weeell Rant over I guess :/ I've had a nice bath and feel some what relax although that was annoying because our hot water system is stupid, we get hot water then it goes cold, get some more hot water and then it goes cold...so I had to wait about 20mins between each bit of hot water for it to heat up again after going cold..arrrrrrgggggghhhhhh !!!! So now I'm going to watch more VM and eat some strawberries with Daryl :)
Weeell Rant over I guess :/ I've had a nice bath and feel some what relax although that was annoying because our hot water system is stupid, we get hot water then it goes cold, get some more hot water and then it goes cold...so I had to wait about 20mins between each bit of hot water for it to heat up again after going cold..arrrrrrgggggghhhhhh !!!! So now I'm going to watch more VM and eat some strawberries with Daryl :)