I miss your hand on my face.
I'm really nervous about my dance final. I could be doing so much better, but for some reason I'm not on. I keep forgetting choreography, I don't know where my formation is... all stuff that I can over come if I keep practicing. It's just scary that the show's in 3 days, that's all.
Thanksgiving was awesome. Ate at my house, ate at Katy's house, ate at Elise's house (Maria's turkey, though). Can I just say...........BRA-fucking-VO to Maria on her first turkey. Honestly babe, you made the best one. Out of all the ones I ate, yours was simply, irresistible. Also, ate Lauren's home made pies...yum. Damn it was great seeing her.
Last night I went to Deazell's house again and hung out with Maria, Oscar and Christina. I love my friends. Every one of them. They make everything in life worth it.
I seriously loathe how easy it is for simple situations to be complicated. Granted when you don't act on something, it's your fault for hesitating but still... yeah.
Went to LUSH with Mana and Carly. Love Lush! I spent like $28 on some fucking soap. Lol, wow. It all smells so heavenly though...
I seriously hate and despise slow drivers. Like really, take some fucking confidence in your driving abilities or get off the fucking road. Are you trying to get somewhere? Because honestly, you're not gonna make it in time going that speed. Whores.
I need to take up swimming. I know, wrong mother-fucking weather to be saying that, but I still do. I've come to the conclusion that my weight is fine. If I go any skinnier I'm gonna look like Thinner, but it's just all the extra loose skin that doesn't know where to go. It's like, "Uh...we used to be covering something...but now we're just going to hang here and talk to you while you sleep." I mean, really, it doesn't want to leave. But swimming makes you uses every damn muscle in your body to propel your ass forward. And if you do it enough, bam, your loose skin gets tired of all the work and it vacates the premises. I need a pool.
I hate how logical I am sometimes.
I hate how stupid I am sometimes.
So yeah, I'm doing American Dreams tomorrow. Band Stand duty. I'm only doing it because Katy was going to and it wouldv'e have been bliss to spend an entire day with her, while still getting paid for it but no.......they didn't call her back for it. So now, I'm left in the 50's, alone.
Ugh...
I miss Serena and Vincent.
I'm done.
Thanksgiving was awesome. Ate at my house, ate at Katy's house, ate at Elise's house (Maria's turkey, though). Can I just say...........BRA-fucking-VO to Maria on her first turkey. Honestly babe, you made the best one. Out of all the ones I ate, yours was simply, irresistible. Also, ate Lauren's home made pies...yum. Damn it was great seeing her.
Last night I went to Deazell's house again and hung out with Maria, Oscar and Christina. I love my friends. Every one of them. They make everything in life worth it.
I seriously loathe how easy it is for simple situations to be complicated. Granted when you don't act on something, it's your fault for hesitating but still... yeah.
Went to LUSH with Mana and Carly. Love Lush! I spent like $28 on some fucking soap. Lol, wow. It all smells so heavenly though...
I seriously hate and despise slow drivers. Like really, take some fucking confidence in your driving abilities or get off the fucking road. Are you trying to get somewhere? Because honestly, you're not gonna make it in time going that speed. Whores.
I need to take up swimming. I know, wrong mother-fucking weather to be saying that, but I still do. I've come to the conclusion that my weight is fine. If I go any skinnier I'm gonna look like Thinner, but it's just all the extra loose skin that doesn't know where to go. It's like, "Uh...we used to be covering something...but now we're just going to hang here and talk to you while you sleep." I mean, really, it doesn't want to leave. But swimming makes you uses every damn muscle in your body to propel your ass forward. And if you do it enough, bam, your loose skin gets tired of all the work and it vacates the premises. I need a pool.
I hate how logical I am sometimes.
I hate how stupid I am sometimes.
So yeah, I'm doing American Dreams tomorrow. Band Stand duty. I'm only doing it because Katy was going to and it wouldv'e have been bliss to spend an entire day with her, while still getting paid for it but no.......they didn't call her back for it. So now, I'm left in the 50's, alone.
Ugh...
I miss Serena and Vincent.
I'm done.