Don't let it fool you
Hey, guys.
My apologies, I've been awfully neglectful. Half a year neglectful!? What the fuck, man.
Since last I wrote, I've turned twenty-four, had some ups and my fair share of downs as well, gone camping in Yosemite, found an old cardigan I love, and so on.
Been in love, as always, and that relationship is going back to long distance on Monday, which puts a hell of a wrench in my gears. In fact I've been in a significantly bad way since I learned about his move. I guess we'll just make that work again.
Getting an undercut in the near future, which is exciting.
Been watching The Voice like a monkey, but it's really been inspiring me to get my lazy butt to work on my guitar and really work on developing my own voice more, so it's all good in my book.
I was tentatively flirting with the notion of stretching my ears, because something about it is so ancient, and everything about it is so primal, and both of those aspects appeal to me greatly; but I would only want it temporarily and you need to go into stretching with the expectation of permanence-- I'm not okay with that, I have to think about long-term.
Been working on living in the moment; being present and mindful.
What else? I don't know. I'm a mess while I figure my lovin' situation out. It's in a rocky, rocky place, and I honestly don't even know if we'll end up continuing this dysfunctional thing.
He and I need to talk.
Stay tuned.
My apologies, I've been awfully neglectful. Half a year neglectful!? What the fuck, man.
Since last I wrote, I've turned twenty-four, had some ups and my fair share of downs as well, gone camping in Yosemite, found an old cardigan I love, and so on.
Been in love, as always, and that relationship is going back to long distance on Monday, which puts a hell of a wrench in my gears. In fact I've been in a significantly bad way since I learned about his move. I guess we'll just make that work again.
Getting an undercut in the near future, which is exciting.
Been watching The Voice like a monkey, but it's really been inspiring me to get my lazy butt to work on my guitar and really work on developing my own voice more, so it's all good in my book.
I was tentatively flirting with the notion of stretching my ears, because something about it is so ancient, and everything about it is so primal, and both of those aspects appeal to me greatly; but I would only want it temporarily and you need to go into stretching with the expectation of permanence-- I'm not okay with that, I have to think about long-term.
Been working on living in the moment; being present and mindful.
What else? I don't know. I'm a mess while I figure my lovin' situation out. It's in a rocky, rocky place, and I honestly don't even know if we'll end up continuing this dysfunctional thing.
He and I need to talk.
Stay tuned.