a problem you resolved
like i wrote in my other journals i miss israel so much. all this time that i have been living here(the U.S, 2 years) i have been thinking about a way i could go back to my country.
and i finally found it. i am going to finish college here work for 2/3 years and then move back to israel, no matter what my parents will say.
i would have done that now i would have trough everything away and go back to israel. but i cant
i cant to that to my parents. Everytime they tell me we brought you here we moved here for you so you will have a better future i feel bad. i feel bad hurting them and telling them that no matter what future i will have no matter if i will be poor or not i will no have a happy future if i am not in israel.
when i am going to be after college with a career in my hands i am definitely going to tell them that this country is not for me.
and that moving back to israel, even if that means leaving them here and coming visit them once in a while, is what i want.
i am counting the days to the day i can move back.
sometimes it irritates me so much lots of people move from thier countries to thier new countries and they get used to it and adjust but not me.
maybe its because i dont want accept the fact that we are from different cultures and that we were educated differently?
i know one thing that i am happy aobut today i found a way to go back to my happiness.
and i finally found it. i am going to finish college here work for 2/3 years and then move back to israel, no matter what my parents will say.
i would have done that now i would have trough everything away and go back to israel. but i cant
i cant to that to my parents. Everytime they tell me we brought you here we moved here for you so you will have a better future i feel bad. i feel bad hurting them and telling them that no matter what future i will have no matter if i will be poor or not i will no have a happy future if i am not in israel.
when i am going to be after college with a career in my hands i am definitely going to tell them that this country is not for me.
and that moving back to israel, even if that means leaving them here and coming visit them once in a while, is what i want.
i am counting the days to the day i can move back.
sometimes it irritates me so much lots of people move from thier countries to thier new countries and they get used to it and adjust but not me.
maybe its because i dont want accept the fact that we are from different cultures and that we were educated differently?
i know one thing that i am happy aobut today i found a way to go back to my happiness.