Nov 07, 2005 21:08
whew....its been awhile. i finally got my computer back. i probly wouldnt have written even if id had it. things have been crazy lately. stuff i cant even talk about right now...if u really wanna kno just ask... keith showed up unannounced last night...that was scarey. im still a lil shook up about that. its funny how u think u kno someone and then u realize u really dont. tony's pissed...oh tony : ) hes mine. just lookin at him makes me smile. every time he looks at me, its like hes lookin at me for the first time. i love that. we have so much fun together. im glad he doesnt want anyone to hurt me...and he'd NEVER put his hands on me.
steph...remember my song...
he wants me back, but he cant have me
he wants me back, theres no denyin
he wants me back, hes on his knees
now we'll see whos cryin...
u said that would be me and keith someday. it is. he does. whenever i look at him i just feel sorry. sorrow. im sorry that he hurts and im sorry that all this went on for as long as it did. its over now. im not even allowed to talk to him anymore.
i never thought i would be that girl. weird.