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so i supposed to be writing an essay right now, but i dunno, i guess i have writers block.... which sucks cuz this is due tomorrow... anyways.. I really wish that things were simple, ya know? like everything would go exactly as it is supposed to... thats how i feel right now. things arent all that they could have been...some in part to my own stupidity, and others in part to other peoples stubbornness...
So as many people know... i may be moving to florida in a few months, if this job offer goes through... i really hope it does cuz i think for one it would be a good experience for me... and for two it can be a fresh start... i think i just need time away from here. i wish i didnt have to say that but i do... i think im just growing weary of all the drama and childish games that people play... im growing up and dont want to depend on people anymore... i want to make a life for myself and let life take me where it wants to take me. who knows...i could end up in some foreign country or dead or working as a ceo of some huge company... but how am i going to know if i play it safe? Im graduating high school and going inot college... i need to explore different options and do some self evaluations and soul searching. maybe ill find that i love my ife now... maybe not, but for right now, im content... which makes everything woprth living for... *snimles* Im glad everything is ok.... it gives me a little less to worry about...:)
So as many people know... i may be moving to florida in a few months, if this job offer goes through... i really hope it does cuz i think for one it would be a good experience for me... and for two it can be a fresh start... i think i just need time away from here. i wish i didnt have to say that but i do... i think im just growing weary of all the drama and childish games that people play... im growing up and dont want to depend on people anymore... i want to make a life for myself and let life take me where it wants to take me. who knows...i could end up in some foreign country or dead or working as a ceo of some huge company... but how am i going to know if i play it safe? Im graduating high school and going inot college... i need to explore different options and do some self evaluations and soul searching. maybe ill find that i love my ife now... maybe not, but for right now, im content... which makes everything woprth living for... *snimles* Im glad everything is ok.... it gives me a little less to worry about...:)