And so. . .

Mar 19, 2009 21:18

So, my posting has fallen off a bit.  I think I'll post a little today because I need a break.  Just got home.  Nice long day, but I'm tired all of the time.  I'm a little anxious, knowing Lorena won't be there tomorrow afternoon.  She's gone so often.  Just posted a comment on Brian's site.  I'm a little jealous, I think. Part of me would like to have my own site.  My own place for commentary.  But then, part of me thinks that if I get into Taoism, I won't want to comment at all.  Not sure about what I'm supposed to be doing.  Just know that I'm supposed to be myself.  But not my ego. My real self.  Craziness.  I'm reading Happiness Now here and there.  I have so many books strewn everywhere, that it's hard to read anything with consistency.  Listening to CDs in the car has been fantastic because I'm guaranteed to easily find where I left off. Unfortunately, it's also pretty easy to get distracted by the actual driving.  Then, there's the whole rewinding thing (once I remember which button abbreviation lets me rewind) etc etc.  But, yeah, so it's great.  Right now I'm reading The Art of Mingling.  I have mixed feelings about it.  It's kinda different from the positive stuff I've been reading lately i.e. Wayne Dyer and The Soul of Money, etc.  It does have some good tips that I'll probably try using.  Part of me thinks that silence is golden, and I should just be relaxed about the whole mingling thing.  But, another part of me realizes that I would like to get to know people better, and I need to not hide so much.  I think it's pretty neat that this woman decided in high school that she was going to master the art of mingling, and she became an expert through trial and error.  Glorious!  A conversationalist scientist!  So, that's about it for now.  Needing to clean the house is looming in front of me.  I made a nice long list of things to clean for Saturday in order of importance and flow.  Whatever I don't get done, I don't get done.  I'm a little vexed that I have to do it alone.  Sigh.  So sleepy.  Time for dishes.

Oh wait!  Two more things: 1)Teeth are all good!  Pleasant trip to the dentist.  I didn't have the hygienist I was hoping for, but I did learn about some interesting artistic light coverings that I may want to employ in the future, and I had a "feel good" moment when I directed two people in the sitting room toward where they needed to check in.  (At first I thought "I'm sure they can read the sign."  And then I thought, "Well, obviously they haven't, or they don't understand it, and what's the harm?")  Nobody else in the waiting room said anything.  How long would they have waited there? 2)Brian got me the Rascal Flatts CD.  A best of.  And it has some of my favorite songs on it.  I think I'll play it now. . .

Ok.  That's about it.  For reals (to copy Crystal). :-D

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