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Well i have writen everything down before i went to type it so yer.
ok well i still feel sick although i havent chucked up since monday, i think i should go to the doctor or something but i cant: the scare me!
what i really need is to get absoutely tanked, play shot chess and poker in its many forms.. i havent played strip poker in agers.
at the moment i m watching M*A*S*H
i love it! Klinger just walked out in the starks and hawkeye and trapper told him to put on a dress "or at least a slip" its a funny show
My 'rents are going away in a couple of weeks and i was thinking about having some friends over and getting tanked
If i dont get away from this place i m going to start picking flowers of the wallpaper.
Good news my arms have stoped shakeing (At i Think something lie 12 today but it is now 7:15 and they are shakeing again.
i ll tell you about a dream i had last time i slept good.
i was in a strange place and i saw my reflection. my face was covered in blood.
my leg started to hurt so i looked down and found someone eating my leg. the told me it was tastey and that i should join them. i sat down watching them slowly devour my legs. after they finished they put there hands on my stomache and started to dig their fingers into me i saw them pull out the cirtain bits of my insides and them i scremed.
i woke up after that.. as you do..
i m afraid of going back to my new/old school.
this song is one that i useto sing with dad. ( before i was a dissapoitment)
Runaway Train - Soul Asylum
Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blowtourch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning
So tired that i couldn't even sleep
So many secrets i couldn't keep
I promised myself i wouldn't weep
One more promise i couldn't keep
It seems like no one can help me now
I'm in to deep; there's no way out
This time i have really led myself astray
Rinaway train, never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like i should be getting somewhere
Somehow i m never here nor there
Can you help me remember how to smile?
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did i get so jaded?
Life's mystery seems so faded
I can go where no one else can go
I know what know one else knows
Here i am just a-drowning in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train
And everything seems so cut and dried
Day and night, earth and sky,
Somehow i just dont believe it
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like i should be getting somewhere
Somehow i'm neither here nor there
Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughing at the rain
A little out of touch,a little insane
It's just easier then dealing with the pain
Runaway train, never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like i should be getting somewhere
Somehow i'm neither here nor there
Runaway train, never coming back
Runaway train, tearing up the track
Runaway train, burning in my veins
I run away but it always seems the same
Nice song. but now somethig in a different word
나는 나가 이고 나를 변화함것은 나를 파괴하는 이을텐데 것 이다. 지붕은 좋게 봤다 그러나 우리의 벌부는 지금 덮는다. 나는 너를 모든xoxo사랑한다
on line translaters suck
Mash is over and i m now listen to my discman. yay
ok well i still feel sick although i havent chucked up since monday, i think i should go to the doctor or something but i cant: the scare me!
what i really need is to get absoutely tanked, play shot chess and poker in its many forms.. i havent played strip poker in agers.
at the moment i m watching M*A*S*H
i love it! Klinger just walked out in the starks and hawkeye and trapper told him to put on a dress "or at least a slip" its a funny show
My 'rents are going away in a couple of weeks and i was thinking about having some friends over and getting tanked
If i dont get away from this place i m going to start picking flowers of the wallpaper.
Good news my arms have stoped shakeing (At i Think something lie 12 today but it is now 7:15 and they are shakeing again.
i ll tell you about a dream i had last time i slept good.
i was in a strange place and i saw my reflection. my face was covered in blood.
my leg started to hurt so i looked down and found someone eating my leg. the told me it was tastey and that i should join them. i sat down watching them slowly devour my legs. after they finished they put there hands on my stomache and started to dig their fingers into me i saw them pull out the cirtain bits of my insides and them i scremed.
i woke up after that.. as you do..
i m afraid of going back to my new/old school.
this song is one that i useto sing with dad. ( before i was a dissapoitment)
Runaway Train - Soul Asylum
Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blowtourch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning
So tired that i couldn't even sleep
So many secrets i couldn't keep
I promised myself i wouldn't weep
One more promise i couldn't keep
It seems like no one can help me now
I'm in to deep; there's no way out
This time i have really led myself astray
Rinaway train, never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like i should be getting somewhere
Somehow i m never here nor there
Can you help me remember how to smile?
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did i get so jaded?
Life's mystery seems so faded
I can go where no one else can go
I know what know one else knows
Here i am just a-drowning in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train
And everything seems so cut and dried
Day and night, earth and sky,
Somehow i just dont believe it
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like i should be getting somewhere
Somehow i'm neither here nor there
Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughing at the rain
A little out of touch,a little insane
It's just easier then dealing with the pain
Runaway train, never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like i should be getting somewhere
Somehow i'm neither here nor there
Runaway train, never coming back
Runaway train, tearing up the track
Runaway train, burning in my veins
I run away but it always seems the same
Nice song. but now somethig in a different word
나는 나가 이고 나를 변화함것은 나를 파괴하는 이을텐데 것 이다. 지붕은 좋게 봤다 그러나 우리의 벌부는 지금 덮는다. 나는 너를 모든xoxo사랑한다
on line translaters suck
Mash is over and i m now listen to my discman. yay