what to do?

[rosie_leeta]

what to do?
courts 18:
thats was fun
i had fun. cept sarahs crash. i hope she is ok.
and yer well yer. about the other thing. i think that was only a one night stand kinda thing. and i think i was being fucked around! i dont no what i think. but i think he is cute.
day after: And then there were two!
morning was good went out with sister in law to the movies and then:
i hope i die then to have to live through this night again!
seriously in shit!
i hate people. i m afraid.
my brothers best friend hit on me!
i told him i had a long string of guys (all lies )
i dont no what to do! should i hide away and run.
i told him i didnt like him in that way. and i dont think he took it so well!

i asked my brother to tell him not to! i hope he does cause i dont want to be put into that situation again.

why cant i find a nice guy who buys me flowers and stuff.

i dont no it seems silly. everything is silly. i dont want to go to sleep now.

ok what ever.
i ll deal with it. i always do!
maybe i wont but here is hopeing she'll be apples

bye
i never said that everything will be ok.
and i never said that i would live to see another day