Vanilla Vodka

Jan 05, 2006 20:05

staying on The centeral Coast.
its cold and raining.
it was hot and fireing.
i was going to jump in a fire if i could find one close enough but i couldn't. they were all to far away from where i m staying.
so i conned my sister to take to the fire but we got half way and she went to the hospital instead... some thing about the baby.

i think i m going to stop taking my meds!!!

some how i always get stuck in the middle.

wish i was some one else.

lauging at my self cause i know i m not love at all.

i love vodka. not REALLY, but this vodka is really nice.

i m so tired of trying. i mean everyone keeps asking me what i want to do when i finish school and i keep telling them all " i got no damn idea!".

i mose well just face it, i m a complete and utter fuck up!
everyone keeps telling me so, so whats the point in trying to prove them wrong? it makes no anything!.
i should just put my self out of everyones life and either jump off a cliff or become a recluse.
all in all i m in favour of the cliff.

night night
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