I Hate People
well its saturday...i think!
and i hate people. Most people! not all people just most people.
Have you ever wanted something you cant have? thats what it is like for me now! well i guess it isnt! i have know idea what it is. i could have it but would it have me?
do you ever wonder... wonder if the person you like likes you in return? or if it is all a game to 'test' you, and they dont actually like you its just a game so he can get what he wants from you!
i dont know! and then he doesnt want a 'relationship' anyway so... what is it am i not good enough for him?
people always tell me that i care to much about other people and that i always sacrifice my happyness so i they can be happy. well i think i m sick of it! i dont think i m willing to do that in this circumstance. i want something that will make me happy for a change.
oh god i think i m just being selfish anyway its not my decision it is his.
anyway i had some friends over last night we were suposed to be playing poker but not many people turned up. shows how well i m liked.lol i drank alot before they turned up so i was kinda drunk i guess.
i got sick after that so i made Lee look after me! lol sorry about that Lee! i got really ill in the morning! anyway i m not feeling my best so i m going to go! if anyone has answers to my questions please feel free to text me or call or what ever so i can know what to do!
well i m off so night night
oh and if i offended anyone 'sorry'
and i hate people. Most people! not all people just most people.
Have you ever wanted something you cant have? thats what it is like for me now! well i guess it isnt! i have know idea what it is. i could have it but would it have me?
do you ever wonder... wonder if the person you like likes you in return? or if it is all a game to 'test' you, and they dont actually like you its just a game so he can get what he wants from you!
i dont know! and then he doesnt want a 'relationship' anyway so... what is it am i not good enough for him?
people always tell me that i care to much about other people and that i always sacrifice my happyness so i they can be happy. well i think i m sick of it! i dont think i m willing to do that in this circumstance. i want something that will make me happy for a change.
oh god i think i m just being selfish anyway its not my decision it is his.
anyway i had some friends over last night we were suposed to be playing poker but not many people turned up. shows how well i m liked.lol i drank alot before they turned up so i was kinda drunk i guess.
i got sick after that so i made Lee look after me! lol sorry about that Lee! i got really ill in the morning! anyway i m not feeling my best so i m going to go! if anyone has answers to my questions please feel free to text me or call or what ever so i can know what to do!
well i m off so night night
oh and if i offended anyone 'sorry'