Apr 04, 2005 18:28
I feel I dunno, sad no sad isn't the right word more lonely I suppose. It sucks when a lot of your close friends disappear and then having people mad at you on top of that sucks! And I mean maybe im just a bitch and its karma or something but regardless of what it is it sucks...I can not believe however that max is mad at me because beriah is, that so freaking stupid...grr!
Today was wierd like all I wanted to do was to crawl up in a ball and lay down not even to go to sleep just to think about stuff and I hate not liking some one but no one likes me so there is no point..and I was thinking im kinda excited to move I mean I love seattle and its not like people are gonna miss me that much like maybe for a month but thats it and really nothing is keeping me here like yeah i have good friends but besides that I really have nothing here...